I'll say right off the bat that there won't be much point to this entry; I just felt I ought to keep my journal somewhat alive. The truth is, I feel rather out of touch with everyone involved in this community--my f-list I guess that would be--but also with life in general. My friend and I had a conversation some nights ago, admittedly about just what IS the appeal of
Twilight to begin with, but it quickly turned into a discussion about just how boring modern life is. I was actually working on the
Chronicles of Narnia books and
The Vampire Armand at the time as well, and so the world seemed boring to the extreme.
I imagine I won't be finding any magic wardrobes or paper-white begins who ooze mystery with every gesture, but what about the people who are around? The people around me are a very practical bunch, and it's hard to find anyone willing to talk what-ifs and whimsies just because they are fun. Ah, that's the storyteller in me, longing for a little Magic. Actually, I can't be sure if it's not my
whole being craving some impossibilities. Some faith. Some hope.
I shouldn't like to "grow" out of this, even if I have to keep it to myself my whole life. Even if it means always being just a little out of sync with the world around me.